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A Decade of Friendship

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A source of warmth, care and joy That's what you are to me. More than decade of friendship and it's as new as we see. Time flies, says everyone But we saw it flying together. With all the ups and down that we shared,  now we know what it means to be friends forever.  Stumbling around, laughing aloud  and thinking that you are messed. Everything about you is so adorable  and keeps everyone around you possessed Being with you makes me think beyond reality and logic And Having you in my life is what make me believe in magic. Happiness, sharing and love, These are what you define for me More than decade of friendship and it's as new as we see.

How Do I Explain

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As usual I wait for him to call And when he finally does  All we do is argue about it all When the arguments finds no end  I ask "do you love me?" He says " what a silly question is that ?" I ask again "do you love me?" He says " you know I can do anything for you?" I ask again "do you love me?" He says "forget about all this, tell me how was your day?" With shaky voice I ask again "do you love me?" He says again " jaan, why are you stuck there?" I dropped it and we continued talking normally. But in the back of mind I keep thinking "y is it so hard for him to say he loves me" And He keeps talking about the new place he went out with his friend. I keep thinking "does he even love me?" And he still goes on with how amazing his new bike is. How do I explain him how important "yes, I do" is How do I explain him how important saying "more than you could imagine" is How do...

Counterfeit

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I had seen d sand slipping away, I had realized d time is not here to stay. After a third of my life is over,I stand all alone n astray. I'm tired of being what I am, I'm sorry for what m not n I'm scared of wat I may become. The life hadn't been so empty. The life had never been so pathless.. "Why didn't u see d love in my eyes?" "Why didn't u hear d broken words on my lips?" That's all I could ask myself when u were gone. I had never wanted to b so perfect that I loose d rights of being a human. A human who bears a heart. A heart that hurts when no one listens. A heart that cries when no one sees. A heart that loved u more than u could feel. I still stand there where I was when u left with broken pieces of my heart that still worries for u.. But I know dat u hav moved on with an image of mine with u. It laughs,talks n listen to u like I do.It cares for you more than I do. But it doesnt expect u ...

I Promise

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I promise to keep u at peace n I promise I wn't let u cry. I promise to hav tym for u al my lyf n I promise to luv u mr dan myself untill I die.  I'll take u to a place whr u can laugh ur heart out n whr nt evn a tinche of sadness cud touch u. I promise v'll hav moment so perfect togethr n v'll live a fairytale dat was once imagined by u. Dn't let ur heart b empty, let me enter. Dn't b so tough n I promise v'll hav a lyf mch simpler..   Everybody have thr part of griey n joy bt I promise ur part of grief wud all be mine.. No more nightmares will scare u awake, I promise u'll sleep well in my arms n everythng shall b fine .. Dn't ever let eny sorrw make ur tears fall. Dn't ever say dat u dn't deserve dis all, I promise to b wid u till death do us apart.....

Love hurts

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Love can hurt you badly. I knw it nw, wen I'm shattered completely. he nvr cared for me, den y shud I cry? nvr did he luv me, den y shud I cry? May b bcoz I did care for him. May b bcoz I did luv him. I hav no answer y everything is so confusing? y I feel sumthing in my heart I'm loosing?? I jst want u to cum bck n take me in ur arms softly N whisper in my ears wat I hav been waiting to hear desperately and I'll die happily knowing dat u did luv me truly......

A Long Lost Friend...

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Lying in my bed in this cool summer night. I was crying, over all the messes in my life. Suddenly I saw the moon shining up in the sky. For a second I felt it was smiling back at me. I got up quickly so I could closely see. To my dismay it was just my illusion I laid back disheartened and drift back to my dimension. Thinking about what I just imagined, I wished I had a friend up there. I could talk to him about anything and anyone without any despair. The thought got a smile to my face and soon I fell asleep. The next day when I woke up I had a gift beside my bed, It was really small and was beautifully wrapped. I carefully opened it and saw a crystal ball inside. It had a small note which said "with love, to my doll" I could not figure out who would have kept it there.  Still I wore it around my neck as it was bright and clear. And went on with my day as usual. The day got over and I was in bed again, wide awake though tired. something about lying in bed without a drop of sl...

Unanswered questions

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It's been a long long time since I last wrote . And a lot has changed in my life since then. Before starting to write this I went through all the previous pieces that I had written in here. And I realised that I have covered a lot of aspects about life, however there's one thing that I missed out is Love. I am not referring to just a romantic love but all sort of love. If life is a riddle then love is the biggest clue to solve it. But love is not an easily available clue. It takes a lot from you. Claiming that you love someone is far easier than actually proving that you love them. Ya, I know all those fundas that love doesn't need a proof n all that. But it never works this way. In today's world you gotto show what you feel. People who couldn't show many a times end up losing the people they love. That's sad but that's what is the trend. When your loved one is ill then getting them bouquets is greater  then waking up n checking at night if they have fever....